HEY HEY HEYLO! :]first & foremost, a BIG thank you to my darling grrlfieJuliet La Celeste :] thanks for the blogskin&the songand your patience :D whee. its great to blog again :Dokay, currently, nmpksah takde links kan? biarlaa.yeahh, so the updates will be;HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO JULIET LA CELESTE!may our friendship last long & thanks fer everythingthat u have done for me. i appreciate every bit of it.and girlf, stay the hottest laah :] i love you lahh girl&HAPPY BELATED 15TH BIRTHDAY TO MY COUSIN, MUHD HAFIZ BIN MUHD HANIF:]be good and dont bully me again :D thanks! yeah and life is hard laaah. i had a feud with my mum. why do i have to be so, erm, BAD. alaahhh. jangannanges lagi kay ibu, im very very sorrry :(((((((&& i have alot of work to do & i have to mug fortests & urmm, what ehh, jumpe lagy okehhhh.loves, the one&only, the ever sweeet,(ape je)Valentina Estrella ;]dearest sunshine, i know that you want the best for both of us. thanks forthe concern but why am i not smiling even if its the best. its not doingme any good neither do i feel better. i felt worse than worser. i cant evensleep last night, thinking&crying&thinking again&again. its too much for me to swallow all this, plus, i have to face it myself. i cant share my painwith anyone. no one understands me. just want to tell you, i dont likebeing in this state, its too hard. i feel like ending this world but i cant,i want to see your smile, your laughter & hear your voice for the last timeagain. all the best in life, find someone that deserves you. take care :/&& your my sweetest chapter & its hard to erase our chapter. like i said,once i hold on tight, it'll never be easy for me to let it go. ily.Labels: trying hard to rewind the time.
