MOOD : UNDEFINED.
WHY? : DONT ASK.
BUT WHY? : DONT ASK LAAH.
i've been moody nowadays, sometimes i feel like i want to
cry my heart off or laugh my ass off. but hell, people once
said, if you laugh too much, you will cry one day. i dont want to cry, my tears are out of stock. i think i may die of dehydration or maybe go to somekind of mental hospital if my life doesnt get better :/ well, the only news that i made me smiled reluctantly was my social studies test paper. i scored 16/25 and i took the 2nd highest rank. skill aint i? last minute studies & i scored well. other than that, i passed malay and english. i failed a maths & physics very badly. duhhh, what do you expect siaaak? and erm, thats all
okayyyy. dah dah, bye okayyy.
TALKS;
people kept urging me to move on but i just cant okay?
why is it so easy for you to move on that quickly?
is our ties since 171006, so easy fer you to forget?
im very jealous looking at couples these days,they can even last a year together. why cant we?we didnt even make it to our 4 monthsary. eventho its this friday, so close yet we cant make it.
it takes more than a decade/maybe a life time to move on.
i just hate how much i love you. moving on is not as easy
as ABC moreover when i think that your perfect for me &
i just want to be with you till eternity. i rmbred when you
told me to be there for your family's bbq on 31 aug. i
thought that i'll meet your parents face to face fer the
first time and i was excited plus nervous. but now, it'll
never happen. 'POOF' & my hope disappeared, dont
worry, i wont trouble you anymore even if i want to kill
myself, i wont tell you cause i dont matter no more.
ilyvvvm, only god knows how much i love you darls.
cry cry, slash slash, bleed bleed, die die, tada!
i made you happy didnt i?
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