SIGHS :(things are getting worse. way way worse. firstly, i've got a pathetic 5.5/40 for my e-maths. like fcuk laah siaaaakkk. tak suke laah. & please lah classmate, stop touching me can or not? please lah, damn irritated. when ever im frustrated, people take it as a joke. fcuk. please eh, dont touch me cause you dont have any right to do so anyway siaak. please lahhh, i need someone to protect me. oh wells. kay then, after school, i saw O.O & i was like OMG. cepat nah move on sampai, you-know-what. serioustalk, jealousy strucked me & i was like making the neutral & act-tak-nmpk face. then aida pulled me aside and SWOOOSSHHH, tears kept flowinglike waterfalls. thankyou for trying to cheer me up people, but trust me, after that, i went to the highest floor of this block & cried my heart out.yeahh, i have a newfriend, mr orange penknife since khair confiscated my mr blue penknife yesterday ): so back to long nights, cries&slashes. & i went to block one, too much memories there & i saw this AWWWWstuff. & i miss it okehh. boohoo. i want to cry again. byebyebyebyebye.you moved on so fast. i bet our past didnt even stayed in your heart. you said i was crazy cause i thought of suicidal? i felt so betrayed okeh. & i dont think i can forget what u've done. serious, u moved on as if it was fine for you. now, people kept asking why did we broke up? i said, i dont know. cause some people said u asked bcos of studies, some said u were bored with me. & now, seeing u with another girl is like speechless. we are just two days away, just 48 hours away. i cant imagine life now. cause you said i was your first & last love. what happened? :'(Labels: mr orange penknife, my new friend.