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TO YOU:should i smile because we are still friends? :(should i feel blessed that your happy now? :(should i? im this close to giving hope, im this close to suicidal. but if i kill myself, i can't see you smile again everyday. im this close to losing myself. yes, life has to move on but i cant. im stuck here, just hanging on, alone, by myself. my promises&love are still there & its up to you to keep it or throw it. iloveyou.UPDATES:yesterday, went to auntie's crib & it was cool. rushed back home and did my assignments. and eat, msn, friendster, sms & slept. today, nothing much. i failed CA2 overall. im going to acad if i dont mug hard soon. went to mandy's crib & her trampoline was fun laah. then im home :DTO MR FUCKING IRRITATING INTERNET GUY:can you please stop disturbing me? i dont even know if your even an ex flame of mine or your just making up stories. so, you should just fuck off my life cause i aint gonna answer that stupid question of yours. & yeah,wait for forever okay cause i wont go to you even if your the last guy on earth! bastard.Labels: dearest, get well soon okay :/